Love...

Good morning.

NOthing much had happened. Just my love for Daisuke Niwa and Dark grew more and more... strong. It's not unbeleiveable since I've been dreaming of those [it's accidental] two guys for the past 1 or 1 and a half months. Could you blame me if they are so sweet in my dreams? Of course not. It's my dreams...

Last night I started writting the story "Requiem" which is about a boy who lost his father, and found comfort from the most unexpected person, the girl in the church. Now this girl has so many mysteries, which captivated the boy to find out who she really is... and he did gasped after finding it out. IS it a happy ending, or a tragedy like his father's epic? You have to kneel down before me to find out.

"There's a special level of comfort between two matching soulds. An unbreakable bond of constant support and closeness. It's when a warm embrace feels so right. Or when two hands fit so snugly. It's a feeling that's hard to define but easy to recognize. And when you find that comfort you just know, you'll never let go... Everybody in this world is scared and sometimes, it takes two scared person to do one brave thing: to fal in love."

It's a good thing to fall in love, and it's not a shameful thing to do. Everyone says that falling in love is for a man to a woman, and vice versa. I beleive not. I have no bias in this kind of thing, but I beleive that love, true love, has no boundaries. As Zeo put it in his terms:

“Love defies all laws and reason…it defies all facts…whether it’s right or wrong…it makes people bring forth and end life, and it can send the sanest of people crazy with it. It defies every science and feeling. It makes you feel like you can do anything, like you can touch the skies and defy gravity itself.” Very well said, Zeo.

Well, he's saying that it's love is not before the conception of life, rather, it is a separate world, separate from the part where a baby forms. Love is different. Love is between two person, not bearing the outcome. The outcome, my friends, is the responsibility. So rather have love between two people, and after marriage it becomes responisbility and family. So should it be limited to the opposite gender? I don't know. He said it.

Whatever the reason may be, I would like to say that love is ambiguous, and we all know it. Therefore, it is also logical to have no laws set upon it. Yes, it may sound sick, but what do you think you would feel if you were in their shoes? For example, if a man watches two girls making out, they drool. Well, not all, but most. When a girl watches two men make out, they also drool. SOme think it's cute. But, let's reverse the audience for the two scenes... what if the boy watches two men make out? Would it still be 'fun'? same with the girl. Would it still be fun? The answer is no. People are afraid to show what they really are. Don't be afraid. Are you afraid that the society will turn against you? Damn them if they don't accept their own members. Damn them to hell if they have formed the 'society' but lost its meaning after you have formed the 'forbidden love'. But, why is it forbidden? IS it because the society said so? We shouldn't follow the flow of the majority. What if they say that air is bad for your health? Would you beleive so? Because it is the majority? No.

As the poem, invictus, put it in terms, We are the masters of out own fate, and the captain of our own soul. And the mere talk of the society doesn't mean a damn thing. Just some assholes pick on you for loving what they don't want, who the hell are they to dictate you who to love? There is nothing wrong with loving who you want to love. There is nothing fucking wrong about loving someone you want to love. There is absolutely fucking asshole wrong with those people who think they are so great that they tell you that they don't like you because you love someone who you mustn't love. Who the fuck are they? Society kills himself with its own hands.

As for those who are reading this, forgive me for my rant. I tried my best to be fair, for the mere judgement on those poor lovers are far too enough. They do not deserve the cold treatment. ONly those who are perverted enough to show their malice on public are worthy of those ridicule. Other than that, mere affections must not be a basis for those ridicules. Everybody deserves to be loved, and if you are in their shoes, they would do the same to you. KArma is a very strong force. Beleive me, coz I've been using it for a long time. Just a piece of advice. Start to appreciate lovers. Why don't we just get along? There's no really harm into it, right?

And for today, I will stop at this point, as to stop any more arguments from building up. Good day, everyone.